Journal Entry: Sun Jun 28, 2015, 10:37 PM
I have the laptop and its going to take a little getting used to because its an older model so it's pretty slow no matter what I do, but after some work its a little better. Either way it will do, I've made less work, so this suits me just fine.
Anyways I'm about to start drawing and get the hang of it again so I can reopen commissions for a good long while and actually get shit done.
Yes the prices have went significantly up, I'm sorry about that but I'm not in a position to work for free or for cheap anymore, I'm quite desperate for money at the moment actually, and while I will still happily accept points I'd prefer actual money because I'm in debt and have to pay my car tags coming up in just a couple days, and my car insurance coming up in a month and I really don't know how I'm going to do either because of the fact that I'm completely broke and too mentally unstable to hardly even leave my house.
I am and have been struggling with severe depression and severe anxiety and trying to get my suicidal tendencies back under control. No I'm not going to sugar coat this shit, it's what I've been fighting for months and I don't enjoy it or like it and are not romanticize this, it's horrible, I want my fucking life back. With that said if I seem off or to be acting strange please don't hesitate to ask me if I'm alright, I have very few friends now so to have people online that at least semi care would be nice.
Listening to: get well by Icon for hire
Reading: the wicca handbook